new year's coming,this sunday.shd i go back peichun??nobody is like going back,why shd i?i mean now that 6A nt as united as before which i thought were.we were so enthu last time,but now? everybody had their friends,they dun even go 4 every 6A gathering.wad the use of gg back when everything isnt used to be like before?

another point is dat i dun want to see him.if he doesnt go back i might go back,but im sured he would.i dun want to see him anymore,after he doesnt even trust me.why shd i see sumone who lied to me profusely?i dun see the need.i can live on my own.i dun need him to be with me.i have many chances of having other boys.maybe its fate.it meant dat we are nt fated to be together.we shouldnt go against it,its no use.i will just treat it as i didnt met him or known him before.